Thursday, November 21, 2013

Kohls and weight issues :(

I had $20 Kohls cash given to me the other day.  It was expiring soon and I wasnt gonna waste it so last night I went into kohls, I also had a $10 off $30 coupon,, so more or less I had a free $30 to use. Very exciting.  I hardly ever buy myself any clothes so I went in with a purpose of buying something for myself.  I really need a new pair of jeans.  I tried on about 5 pairs,, nothing fit right,,, the shirts I tried on that I though might have been to big were to tight :(     All in all it sucked.  I almost cried right there in the dressing room.  I was doing so well with my weight loss I had gotten up to 50 pounds lost and something happened and now I'm only 35 pounds lost,, which means Ive gained 15 pounds,,,, actually Ive gained 3 more and havent logged it into mfp, so 18 in a matter of a couple months...thats not normal.   I have been eating more junk and snacking,,,, I've been depressed about money issues and I'm a emotional eater.  I NEED to get this under control and get back to where I was and lose more.  It depresses me Its like I have to be perfect all the time or the weight just creeps right back on me faster than ever.   Ugh,,, I know I'm whining, but this is a real issue for me.  I need to have this self control over food.  I will get this!!!  I will I will I will I will I will I will
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So I did end up getting 2 shirts,, they totaled 50 but with my coupons and kohls cash I only had to pay 20. I used my kohls card.   So Ben says I ruined my no spending challenge.. Whatever..... I"m still doing it,,, necessity......

3 comments:

Patty said...

I totally know what you mean. I was doing Power 90 and staying n the clean diet, and lost 18 lbs, but I've put at least 8 back on. My scales aren't very accurate, so it's all just an estimate. I feel like I did before I lost anything, so I don't even know if I really kept off those 10 lbs or if I'm just too fat to even notice a measly 10 lbs. That's probably the case though. I also started gaining back due to depression eating over money issues. We couldn't afford to keep buying the healthy food as well, so money issues hit us there as well, just doubling the harm it was doing. I am trying to be positive and hopeful about the next few months, and getting ahead and back on track. If we can just make it through the winter. I wish you luck! You're not alone!

Jill said...

Thank you, its always good fo know I'm not alone!

momto9 said...

WEll good for you for getting the shirts anyway! I gain easy too!!!! Whats up with that...I think its called being in our thirties :)
Do go for a walk every day if you can cause it really helps with moods! Thanks for sharing!!

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