Almost a year

Holy Moly its been a long time!!  Almost a year since I have blogged!!  Life...it has been busy, crazy, good, bad, and everything in between.  So much has happened in the last year, so many plans, things I thought were going to happen, and yet here we are, right where I left a year ago.  Everything is pretty much the same, accept for the fact that I am now almost 50 pounds lighter!  That's a good thing. I still have more to go and its been a real struggle lately.  I fight with my inner self constantly,, what to eat, when to exercise.  See I know the answer to all of this, its just mind of matter and its also a fact of me not wanting to be so obsessed with everything I put into my mouth.  I want there to be a happy medium.  I want to be able to eat healthy but still let myself enjoy some of the bad for me stuff also.  Its a happy balance and I'm trying to find it.   The exercise things is just me needing to do it, stick with it and get it done.. When I don't exercise its just my pure laziness.  I'm working on that.  Anyways, as far as blogging I'm just gonna start again and take up where I left off.  Its a good release for my mind and I kind of miss the outside communication with the world. :)

Life is good

Hectic but good.  We have had 2 pretty great weekends.  Weve gotten out at least for a little bit 2 weekends in a row!  Thats big for us.  This past Saturday we went to a really nice restaurant and I had sushi for the first time.  It was good,, different but good.  The whole atmosphere of the restaurant was so nice, defiantly not a place I would take my kids due to the prices but just a really nice place to get away for some adult time.   Plus it made me feel so sophisticated.  lol

Sunday we got a new kitchen table!  I love it!  It kinda makes the rest of  my kitchen look a little crumby though.. But the plan is to paint the walls, get new counter top and replace the floor.  I'm so excited for this to happen,, you have no idea!  I've wanted to redo the kitchen forever! 

Yesterday I started watching a new childcare kid.. He is a 5 month old little guy.. He's super cute!  A lot of work though,, its a lot harder to get things accomplished around here but so far its going pretty good.. My husband being on 2nds is home in the mornings and he has been a great help with the baby.  He loves him and now says we should have another one!  NO thanks I said.  I love little ones but they are a lot of work and take a lot of money and I just feel that I'm to a point in my life I don't really want to add to our family.  Its hard enough with the 5 of us.  Watching this little guy will give me plenty of babytime without having to have our own. :)    I hope that doesnt sound to selfish!  

There are so many things I am starting to want to accomplish, do and get right now.. I'm trying to figure out how to make it all work.   Patience  that's what I need to remember. :)